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Thursday, April 27, 2006
11:46 PM

~i want memories without a past. --- try to understand this phrase. think deep and you'll feel it. have you?

life has been great, working and teaching tuition, chilling out and watch movies when i`m free. working life has been a challenging one and teaching rachel can be both a challenging yet happy experience. i adore kids so that`s why i`m happy i supposed. she`s adorable i would say and she`s really a sweetie, though can be demanding and good at bargaining at times. i hope time can induce an improvement in her studies. she sent me nice mms pictures and give me cute little things. a nice girl she is. but during tuition time i have to be slightly stricter at times to make her respect me as a teacher. i realised she`s a bright girl but a pity too lazy and less confident. it will be really satisfying if i can have a way with her. but ultimately, it`s up to her to listen to me or not. =)))
i love to get busy, with the things i like. now on the way to work, i pay more attention to the people and things around me. i see nice flowers i`m happy, see happy couples i`m happy, see the sky i feel elevated. i used to feel different about things like that, not to say unappreciative or what-so-ever. just different in some ways. i always say i don`t want my happiness to be induced, though it`s rather impossible, but somehow or rather, i just feel that, a mini bit is enough. =) probably it`s because i`ve been praying peacefully for that because i`ve seen much of this fateful ugly world. ugly family environments, ugly characters, ugly places. i can give up anything as long as i`m happy for the rest of my remaining days in life.
tomorrow`s friday anyways. i wish i can watch aquamarine. it came out already. who want to go watch with me? someone said want to bring me to watch this week but ahem, hello!!! where are you sir??? never mind, i find my girls go out!!! i wanna go JB to get more office wear and sing. zhutou, when are you on?? i want to go pulau ubin too, to eat seafood, cycle and canoe, all the better if there`s sun out there, so i can sun-tan. i miss outdoors!!! i miss fresh air out there but i hate mosquitoes' bites. can they like don`t bite me?
nowadays i just want to enjoy life to the fullest while i work and scrimp and save to fund my future studies. i miss my books and notes loads! =((
oh ya, i hope to see wanting tomorrow, hopefully she wun fall asleep again.

wo yao yi bu yi bu wang shang pa*
xie xie ni men da jia!

posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 11:46 PM